Enlightenment can come to one at the most unexpected time.
That's pretty true I guess.
Just had a 2hrs long talk with Xiao Hei.
Counselling each other for 2 long hours... haha
And she was right. I was on a wrong path, and she corrected me.
Though it's hard to achieve that mindset she suggested,
I guess it's worth a try =)
Thanks Xiao Hei for the advice.
I do hope it does make me a happier person.